Terry Holdbrooks Jr.: Talking Dog Blog Interview
Talking Dog Blog Interview
March 11, 2009
Terry Holdbrooks, Jr. served as a military police officer with the rank of Specialist in the United States Army between 2002 and 2005, attached to the 252nd Military Police, and later assigned to the 463rd MP company, a mobile deploying unit, based at Fort Leonard Wood, Missouri. From 2003 to 2004, he was deployed to Guantanamo Bay, where he served as a prison guard. On March 5, 2009, I had the privilege of interviewing Mr. Holdbrooks by telephone. What follows are my interview notes, corrected as appropriate by Mr. Holdbrooks.
The Talking Dog: Where were you on September 11th?
Terry Holdbrooks: I woke up. My grandmother (who was then still
alive) got me out of bed, and we watched the television accounts. At
first, I thought it was an accident. By the second plane strike, I
gathered it was a terrorist attack. After watching the accounts on CNN,
Fox News and so forth with amazingly specific speculations, I got
frustrated with the coverage, and went about my day. I went to my
friend John's house, and we had a discussion about whether this was an
act of war and the start of World War III. My goal for the rest of the
day was to escape the coverage and the speculation and the endless
discussion. At that time, I must say I reached the point where I didn't
care to see or hear about it any longer, and eventually, I went to a
bar, I recall playing pool and otherwise don't recall that being an all
that consequential day for me, personally. I actually made it a great
attempt all day long to escape the coverage and speculations that
people had in regards to whether or not this was in fact a terrorist
act, a threat, a mistake, the end of the world, and all the other crap
that people thought it might be.
The Talking Dog: I understand you signed on to be a military
police officer in the U.S. Army, and before deployment to Guantanamo
(or "GTMO" as I will call it henceforth), were assigned to stateside
bases. In the course of that, did you have any experience working in
the detention context, either in stockades or short term facilities or
anything of that nature? Before deploying to GTMO, regardless of
"cultural or religious training" (for which, I understand the answer
was "none") did you have any specific prison guard training (under any
applicable Army Manual, Geneva Conventions, anything like that?) Can
you describe any training and/or indoctrination (such as what you have
described as "propaganda films") that you did receive? Can you comment
on the overall "professionalism" of your fellow guards, and tell me why
you come to this assessment? Were they generally from military police
backgrounds?
Terry Holdbrooks: Well, we were given an introduction to
detention tactics for a week or two in the course of training, but I
did not find it particularly meaningful, or particularly realistic
compared to what we eventually encountered. This was conducted at Fort
Dix, New Jersey just before we left for GTMO. This was a crash course
given to us by 5 random sergeants of the "31c mos", meaning,
correctional officers. It was nothing like what we were going into, and
in no way a real preparation for the experience ahead.
We also did see quite a number of what I would call propaganda films:
films of towers falling, pictures of bin Laden, people crying and flags
flying, and then random presumably Muslim individuals, all with heavy
metal music playing, usually in three minute song length segments.
Before going to Guantanamo (and even at Guantanamo) we saw a lot of
these things, I just thought that this is how the Army stoked up people
during training. Drowning Pool's Let the Bodies hit the Floor
was a common song for this. It is simple to see how it is propaganda
and programming. We also took a trip to "Ground Zero" just before the
day we flew out, this was to really nail in the idea that "these people
are bad" and to get us riled and ready for hatred. I remember reading a
quote someone had left on the wall there, "this is the worst tragedy to
happen to mankind". It really made me sad to think our educational
system is so lacking, that this was the worst someone could think of to mankind.
Never mind the Holocaust, Josef Stalin, the Crusades, the Armenian
Genocide, they don’t count, they're not American-related, I suppose.
Also part of the training was an actual mock detention facility, which
featured 2 or 3 cell blocks, and a larger area for recreation, a mess
hall and so forth, we practiced guarding other guards... but frankly,
the anger and animosity that we were supposed to encounter just wasn't
there in this exercise (perhaps had we been trained in a real prison,
like Leavenworth, it might have been more realistic).
As to "professionalism"... that was just not a word I would use to
describe guards at Guantanamo, other than when VIPs such as my home
state's esteemed Senior Senator John McCain or generals, diplomats or
other dignitaries showed up, when suddenly, everything would appear to
be in perfect order. Otherwise, most guards were just eager to leave,
and new guards were disappointed to be there. (While the guards were
less than professional, the medical staffs, usually Navy and Marine
Corpsmen were quite professional... patient care was patient care,
whether the patient was an American or an accused terrorist.)
As to the backgrounds of the guards, almost all were military police,
and not many of them had corrections background. We had a week of
corrections training in military police school, but that is not enough
to certify you to work in a facility as far as I am concerned.
The Talking Dog: I understand that you have converted to Islam, after your own personal spiritual journey.
My understanding is that this was, in part, based on an interest you
developed in your youth, which was augmented by your experiences at
Guantanamo (and you were at GTMO from 2003-2004). I take it that your
conversion was not known to the official military at the time you
converted? Did your paths cross with former GTMO Muslim chaplain Capt. James Yee?
Were you aware of Capt. Yee's arrest, and (at least for a time around
2003) the arrest of virtually every Muslim (soldier or civilian
employee alike) who left GTMO?
Terry Holdbrooks: I did convert to Islam, though I wouldn't
describe it as much of a spiritual journey. I would just say it was
about acquiring personal knowledge in order to have a greater
understanding with and about other individuals. While it developed to
some extent in my youth, my interest was largely about matters of
Middle Eastern culture and history.
At GTMO, I did indeed keep my conversion quiet, though there were
outward signs, such as my quitting smoking and drinking alcohol.
And I did meet Chaplain Yee; he game me a Koran. As to his case, I was
aware of it, I believed the basis for his arrest was utter B.S., and
indeed, he was ultimately cleared, so there you are. I was also aware
of the arrests of the other Muslims who left the base. This was, of
course, the work of the Bush Administration, who needed to drum up
public support for their war, and they needed bad guys as part of this.
There was little talk of him, his arrest or speculation as to why he
was arrested while I was down there. It wasn’t until after I got back
to the states that I came to understand how he had been caught up in
B.S., just like everything else that General Miller was involved in.
Detainees would ask of him, but they did not know what had happened,
and the new Islamic chaplain they brought in had little to no
privileges in comparison to what Chaplain Yee had.
The Talking Dog: Let me follow up on something most Westerners (especially non-Muslims) the restrictions associated with music (those
on pork and alcohol are more widely known, for example)... can you
briefly describe the restrictions associated with music imposed by
Islam, in your own words, and how this impacted you as a trained audio
engineer and audio-phile with a large recording collection? Also, I
understand you observed loud noises-- including loud music-- played to
detainees... I'll ask you about other acts of religious or cultural
disrespect in a bit... but was it ever explained to you (by either
detainees or other prison staff... or anyone) that the selection of
playing loud music was meant to "get under the skin" of the prisoners
because of the religious injunction as to music... or was it just to
(literally) drive them crazy with the noise?
Terry Holdbrooks: This music issue is certainly something to
struggle with as a Muslim. I will say that there is some debate within
the Islamic community as to the scope of the injunction... is it all
music in all forms? There is some accepted opinion that, if the music
is spiritual in nature, or created with good intentions, there is no
reason why a devout Muslim cannot appreciate it. Something like Marilyn
Manson, for example, is not "created with good intentions" or likely to
fit with this, but plenty of worthy music is. Music by Johnny Cash,
System of a Down, any classical artist, soundtracks of a musical
instrumental only nature, Broadway productions, etc., that, for
example, relates to issues of the Armenian genocide, or other music
with a cause, such as to advance knowledge, is certainly within this
worthy category, and I certainly would hope that this kind of music can
be duly appreciated. What I have always enjoyed of Islam is that the
script is in perfect form in regards to the Quran, it has not been
changed in the 1400 years it has been in existence, still the same as
day one. Obviously there are some matters that were not predicted, or
rather written of, such as music, and we are a community of many, with
many great scholars who will interpret the meanings in the Quran and
hadith, and help for us to live the straight path.
As for me personally, what the injunctions mean is that I have about
$6,000 in audio equipment, over 500 CDs and 38 gigabytes of music that
just don't get played! I have found the music injunction harder than
the bans on alcohol, tobacco and pork! Something like music, when it
has been your life, and you can remember years back and pivotal
experiences in your life due to the album you were listening to that
week, it is a great to be able to recall something so well like that,
and with a few notes of a song I can be in a completely different place
in my life.
As to the use of music to either physically irritate prisoners or to
get under their skin in a religious sense, it was probably a little of
both. A few interrogators would play endless, loud music just to
irritate detainees. Even my favorite songs would start to drive the
crazy, if played for hours on end. Certainly, it had its effect in
dark, cold rooms with detainees chained in uncomfortable positions.
There were a few interrogators who were aware of the religious
injunctions, and were trying to use them in the course of their
interrogations. The guards, however, had nothing to do with this... for
the guards, like myself, the only involvement in these interrogations
was to move the detainees to and from them. Some of the music that
would be played would be what we call in the states heavy metal,
hardcore, industrial, etc… very annoying to listen to at a loud volume
for a long period of time.
The Talking Dog: You described a "hazing" towards yourself...
some soldiers "took you out back"... can you expand on this, and tell
us if you were beaten, threatened, or what? Did you report this
incident to your superior officers... or WERE these your superiors?
Were you given a specific
Reason-- because you expressed an interest in or converted to Islam...
because you were "going native" and getting "too close" to the
prisoners (or being "too nice" to "them") or for any other specific
reason?
Terry Holdbrooks: It wasn't exactly my "superiors"... it was a
group of squad leaders, which, in the structure of an army unit, was
just above a team leader. The army is organized with a soldier in a
team of 3 or 4 soldiers, 3 teams form a squad, 3 squads form a platoon,
and 4 platoons form a company. Each company has got a master sergeant
and a captain; each platoon has a lieutenant. All lieutenants report to
a captain of the company, who is nominally the commander, but often,
the master sergeant, despite being lower in rank, has more pull than
the captain.
In my case, a few squad leaders decided that I had shown too much
interest in the detainees... I was not appropriately abusive or angry
enough... I didn't harbor "the right feeling". So I was taken behind my
barracks, and some blows were issued, pushing and yelling, a lot of
profanity. I was told to "get my head on straight"... and asked why I
was not with the program... I responded that it was "not my
prerogative."
At that point, my own squad leader separated me out from the others,
suggested that they end this, lest they all get in trouble. I did not
report this to my captain or sergeant... I felt that the pain was
temporary, and that there was no reason to worry about this incident,
so I let it go.
In social terms, I will say that I ended up effectively shunned or
"excommunicated" from the others in the company, and we really did not
talk much until we left Guantanamo and returned to Fort Leonard Wood.
Things largely returned to "normal" at some point between when I left
GTMO in 2004 and left the Army in 2005. Closer to 2004, when we
returned, the platoons were redistributed again, and things were
different, almost as if it was an opportunity to start over, and we
were reunited with 1st platoon who had been gone in Qatar at that point
we were gone in GTMO.
The Talking Dog: There are doubtless those who will very
likely view you as "disloyal" in some way, if not in an outright
"treasonous" sense to the country, perhaps to the perceived camaraderie
of the uniformed service, or the like, by coming forward and speaking
critically of your experiences at GTMO (and critically of the conduct
of other soldiers). Have you experienced any such criticism (rebukes,
disdain, etc.) since you have come forward? What was it that did bring
you forward, and do you have any regrets about that?
Terry Holdbrooks: Yes, I have no doubt that there is and will be
a plethora of ignorant Americans who will have their own rather strong
opinions, probably not grounded in reality, but that's their right. My
short answers to most people like this is actually to ask them if they
are in the service... and if not... then please don’t talk to me. If
you've been there, of course, we can talk about it. Otherwise, the
"criticism" to me is water off a duck's back.
As to coming forward, I made a decision to "cement" my links to Islam,
and made this effort as part of trying to be a better Muslim. Certainly
something needs to be done about Guantanamo... the world needs to be
better informed. I have no regrets (other than perhaps to some extent,
working with some American media outlets, as opposed to European and
U.K. outlets, which have been uniformly great to work with, and indeed,
I have been pleased with the reception I have received from the
overseas audience).
The Talking Dog: Let me ask you about your own specific
observations. While much discussion has been made of accusations of
"torture at GTMO" and so forth, rather than labeling things or risking
spilling into hyperbole, I'd just like to ask what your own specific
observations were in some categories, and if it's only something you
heard from someone else rather than observed yourself, please clarify
that...
At GTMO... (1) Did you observe anything you would describe as
"religiously disrespectful" such as mishandling of the Holy Koran, or
serving prisoners pork, or whatever else you would so characterize? (2)
Did you observe physical abuse of prisoners, such as beatings, or
chaining them into uncomfortable prisoners? (3) Did you actually
observe anyone being water-boarded? (4) Did you observe interrogations,
at all, and if so, anything during them you would characterize as abuse
or mistreatment? (5) Can you tell me your specific observations of the
"Emergency Reaction Force" and "ERFing"... and how would you comment as
to whether it may have been a legitimate (or at least understandable)
fear on the part of camp guards (particularly after being told that the
prisoners are "the worst of the worst" and "men would chew through
hydraulic cables to bring down planes" and so forth) that led to a
degree of apparent overkill? (6) Can you describe "overall confinement"
conditions, such as noise, lighting, temperature, isolation and so
forth? (7) Did you observe any prisoners being on "the frequent flier
program"... i.e., being moved constantly to ensure sleep deprivation?
Terry Holdbrooks: I'll have to take those one at a time.
(1) As to "religiously disrespectful", I certainly did see a fair
amount of mishandling of the Koran, such as handling it with the left
hand, or without gloves (by a non-Muslim) or otherwise not handling it
properly. This sort of thing upset the detainees greatly; I would
describe this as mostly the fault of the Army rather than the
individual guards by and large, because the Army failed to provide
appropriate education and training on the environment that would be
encountered, and the belief system of the prisoners. Other people went
in with closed minds, took what they saw at face value, and came out
very unhappy, or even ended up alcoholic as a result. Brandon Neely
is a classic example of this... the situation made him just unhappy.
This has come as a great pleasure to me to know that there are more out
there in the armed forces that have a moral conscience, kudos to you
Brandon!
Certainly, I did not observe any of the detainees being served pork. I
certainly did observe the mocking (by guards and interrogators) of
prayers, calls to prayer and the use of Arabic language.
(2) As to "beatings," certainly, there were blows thrown during
"ERFings" by the Emergency Reaction Force; these were rapid, fluid
reactive situations. I certainly did not observe any situations where a
cell door would open and guards would just come in and beat up a
detainee. As to chaining in uncomfortable positions... these were the
essence of the interrogations. The detainees were invariably placed in
uncomfortable situations, often on the floor; if there was a chair in
the room, it would be used by the interrogators. The most humiliating
part of this as an American who saw this occur, is that being a
position like this for hours would cause a detainee to wet or soil
themselves, and that is a humiliating experience. I may have mentioned
this above, but either way, with acts like this, and the conditions
down there as opposed to the rest of the correctional facilities our
citizens are packed in, if detainees did not harbor feelings of ill
will towards the US and were not in fact terrorists, we probably helped
make them that way now! This is a huge blunder on our part, and will
not be the end of it, as we have seen with the recent news of freed
detainees turning to terrorism.
(3) As to water-boarding, no I didn't see it, and no, we didn't even
hear about it. Once in a while you would see a detainee not scheduled
for a shower who looked like he just had one, but they never complained
of water-boarding to the guards, nor, I suspect, to the other detainees
(as this could have the potential for causing riots). So no, in my time
in Camp Delta, I didn't see or hear of any water-boarding. If
water-boarding did ever occur, I am sure that it was not a detainee
that is in general population, as in Camp Delta, and that detainee
never would have returned to Camp Delta, for an act like that would be
sure to enable a riot of unheard measures.
(4) As to interrogations, yes, I observed some a good number of times.
What I would characterize as particularly "abuse" was one female
interrogator with a blood capsule who would use it to pretend she had
“menstrual blood" to get a reaction from the detainees. I certainly
observed detainees in uncomfortable, painful positions, temperatures
made very hot or very cold, loud music, and certainly, loud and abusive
language. While there was no doubt that for most detainees, the
interrogations and conditions of confinement were better than they
would find in their own countries, one would have hoped that the United
States employed relatively ethical facilities and respectful
interrogation tactics... and we clearly did not do that.
(5) As to "ERFing," a fair number of soldier’s plain old got their
rocks off by ERFing. They were literally excited-- they got off on
tying a detainee up, smashing them into the wall. Indeed, excited to do
it was a predominant attitude among guards who did it. Some guards
volunteered for ERF duty, some teams were regularly assigned. Somehow,
I never "ERFed" a single detainee... there were supposed to be two
teams available for "ERFing" in each camp; somehow, when the ERF call
came in, I took my time getting into the ERF riot gear, and "missed
out” on the ERFing. I did not want to do it, to be sure.
Frankly, by my observation, in all the many times (and there were many)
that ERF teams were called out, only one time did a detainee actually
escalate the situation to the point where an ERF team was really
justified... in that one case, during "flu shot day" (where the
detainees had started rumors among themselves that something was more
sinister than just flu shots) a detainee broke off a faucet handle and
made it into a knife; this detainee managed to make a cut in a guard's
neck... that guard, by the way, went on 100 - 200 more "ERFings" that
shift!
(6) Confinement conditions varied depending on the Camp and the
Camp’s population. In general, in Camp Delta, the camp was pretty much
as depicted in the pictures that became public. Temperatures not too
hot, not particularly clean or hygienic conditions, lights off by 9 pm,
and not too much else happening; temperatures went down a bit at night,
and detainees had blankets. While efforts were made to create an
isolation situation, the detainees could talk through vents, or through
the walls or the toilets if nothing else.
I was assigned to Camp 4, Camp Delta, and was aware and had friends who
worked in Camp Echo and Camp Iguana. They were building Camp 5 and the
Maximum Security Camp 6. You could see "Camp 7" (or "Operation
Platinum" for the so-called "high value detainees"), but you couldn't
get close to them. In training exercises at GTMO, we came across older
holding facilities, made of wood, making one wonder just how long GTMO
has been used for what we are using it for now.
(7) I did observe prisoners on "the frequent flier program", especially Detainee 590 (who introduced me to much of Islam) [Ahmed Errachidi], Detainee 239 (Shaker Aamer,
known as "the Professor") was also often moved, as were a couple of
Uighur detainees. A couple of British nationals-- the Tipton 3-- were
also moved. Interestingly, David Hicks was usually not where I was in
Delta... he was usually in Camp Echo, and I only saw him in Delta when
he was moved for medical treatment. I will attempt to contact another
guard who would have more knowledge on the status and life in Camp Echo.
The Talking Dog: Following up on that last one, from '03
to '04 which camps were you assigned to guard (Camp 6 probably wasn't
finished yet, IIRC)? Can you describe the cells (one man per cell, more
than one man, "furniture" or other objects in cells, etc.) and any
exercise facility outside the cell? Am I correct that meals were shoved
in to the cells, by guards, such as you? Also, can you tell me who the
base commander(s) (or "JTF" commander(s) as applicable) was during your
deployment to GTMO, and what your impressions were of him? Were you
given orders in the way you were in other military assignments... or
did you receive "power point" presentations?
Terry Holdbrooks: Camps 5 and 6 were not yet completed, as I
said. In the camps I observed, there was one man per cell, and no
objects of furniture, only a Koran, a work-out mat, called "the "bed
padding", a tooth brush and toothpaste, soap, and maybe prayer beads,
and that's it. A cell was perhaps 6' by 8', you would walk in and find
a bed about 3' off the ground, about 2' off the wall. Next to that was
a toilet-- a bidet style, in the ground, and then there was a
combination sink and water dispenser with a multi-purpose faucet.
Outside the cells were a 20 X 20 cage for exercise, which, if detainees
were lucky, 2 could go in with a ball and play soccer, though usually
they went in alone. This was not to common uness they were on an
incentive block, which was usually the Afghanis, who were taking part
in an educational system to help them learn new languages and skills.
Meals were served through a beanhole....shoving was usually not
required (sometimes I would just leave a meal if detainees were
praying).
The camp commander was Gen. Geoffrey Miller. I'll just say I didn't
like him. He was an outstanding liar; very good at his job, which was
to be a front-man and publicist for the entire show. I don't know if he
ever made a real decision on his own, other than to follow his standing
orders and do what he was told.
I didn't receive so many written orders or even power points; GTMO was
just thrown together, absolutely disorganized and generally poorly run.
The Talking Dog: I understand that you observed hunger
strikes at GTMO, and I understand that the regime of force-feeding had
not yet commenced (or in any event, you didn't observe force-feeding).
What, if you recall, instigated the hunger strike, or hunger strikes?
Terry Holdbrooks: I did see a few hunger strikers. There was no force feeding when I was there.
What triggered hunger strikes were generally acts of religious
disrespect, such as a Koran put in the toilet in an interrogation or
cell cleaning and search, or abuse/wrongdoing during an interrogation.
Some hunger strikes would last a few days or a week or two; some would
go on longer. There were only a few hunger strikes left by the time I
left, and my understanding is that there is not that many down there.
Makes you wonder, if these are the worst of the worst, why have we sent
so many home, over 2/3rds of the population that was down there have
been sent home now… we must be crazy to send these bomb making, suicide
driven people home, back to the Taliban and Al Qaeda, or was this just
a huge gimmick to keep a crap administration in office?
The Talking Dog: I take it that you left your deployment at GTMO before the Supreme Court's decision in Rasul v. Bush
and the arrival of lawyers for the detainees (correct me if I'm
incorrect). Can you tell me who, besides military personnel, you
observed at the base, such as other government personnel, members of
Congress, the Red Cross, journalists, and officials from the detainees
own countries, etc. ? Did any of these people have unrestricted access
to the entire detention facility, permitted to speak to detainees,
etc., by your observation?
Terry Holdbrooks: I did not see lawyers down there (other than
possibly for David Hicks). I did see Red Cross personnel there, and
delegations from other countries would come down and get a tour, though
they could not just go wherever they wanted. There were enough visitors.
By and large, Guantanamo was just a make-shift holding facility for the
700 or so men held there. There was an occasional dog and pony show put
on for members of Congress or high ranking military brass or foreign
delegations which was, of course, nor representative of actual
conditions. Such delegations would have access to detainees only in
passing, at most.
I do recall one time when I went on a so-called "air bridge" flight
with about 50 detainees being released; we dropped them off in Iraq,
then continued on to Turkey, Germany then to Virginia and back to GTMO.
During the flight, detainees were as publicly depicted: hooded,
shackled, black out goggles, chained to their seats... that's how they
went home. Guards were lightly armed (batons only; only Air Force
specialists trained in this could carry firearms on airplanes). There
were 4 port-a-johns for detainees on the plane... no food or water,
really an awful flight... I only hope it got better for them after they
were released. Of the few that I have been able to speak with, or
articles that have surfaced, it seems as if that has been the case,
although we still haven’t heard anything of the Afghanis, Pakistanis,
or Iraqis that have gone home…
The Talking Dog: Which people (prisoners, fellow guards,
interrogators or whomever) made an impression on you at Guantanamo, how
so, and why? To what extent did you find language barriers to be an
issue... I understand you spoke to detainees (such as Hicks, the Tipton
Three and Aamer) that spoke English... were you able to communicate
with any of the non-English speakers?
Terry Holdbrooks: A number of the prisoners made a big
impression on me. Many saw me as "the nice guard" and were quite civil
to me. I didn't have to handcuff them when moving them to the shower;
they were respectful to me and vice versa-- which was different from
most guards. Hopefully, some day, they will get out, and I will be able
to say I have friends in places like England and Morocco. This is an
abstract and hard to digest idea for most Americans I would be willing
to assume. To clarify, it was an amazing and horrific, surreal
experience to have been down there. Every guard that has been down
there will have a different story to tell, but it made an impact on all
their lives. GTMO for me was an awakening of my own lack of knowledge
of the world and history, and an encouragement to continue my studies
and development as an individual and human being, not an American, or
any other nation, simply a human. For the detainees who were innocent
and down there, I would love to be able to one day sit and talk with
them, have a cup of coffee and reflect upon how that experienced
changed, and perhaps gave us both a greater appreciation for life each
day.
As to my fellow guards, I have to say that I didn't like them that
much. Our educational system, our culture, our ideology... is something
disillusioning. My experience in the military has not given me a
particularly "warm and fuzzy" feeling toward this country and its
values... I end up with great respect for the military and the service,
but less for the nation itself, which has the tools and the people to
be the best in the world, but we are just too damned lazy to do
it...too many decisions at too many levels are based on pure
expedience, and at the end of the day, as a country, we are just not in
good shape.
As to interrogators, some would carefully explain what they were doing
and try to keep us informed, and some were just plain jerks. Besides
prisoners, guards and interrogators, there wasn't anyone else down
there that I encountered!
Language was not an issue. If a detainee didn't speak English, another
detainee would often translate. I learned some Arabic-- enough for
words like prayer, food, clothes and so forth, so that between it all,
we could usually figure out what we were talking about. If all else
failed, we could just act things out, and figure out what we were
talking about, or I could draw illustrations.
I did spend two days with David Hicks, and I rather enjoyed his
company. It struck me that he got caught up and played; he ended up
coerced into things that got him in trouble. I also spoke to the Tipton
Three; I especially remember Shafiq Rasul
who often swore; when I noted that profanity was against the tenets of
Islam, he said "I'm a Muslim; I'm just not a good Muslim!"
I actually found that inspirational... I have found it trying at times
on my own to give up alcohol and smoking; I have given them up and come
back to them before... but the key is the effort and discipline to keep
trying.
I especially remember an old man and a kid in Camp 4. The kid probably
did not know that there was a world outside of Afghanistan... probably
just an innocent somehow caught up in something; we talked a lot, said
hi and so forth, and the detainees would often express feelings of
hope. And I thought, man, I'm only here for a year, they have no idea
how long there going to be here, and yet they're hopeful... there's no
reason for me not to be...
The Talking Dog: Based on your observations and experiences,
is there anything that you believe that (my college classmate)
President Obama needs to know as to how to best implement his stated
goal of "closing Guantanamo," and what he should know and what he
should do in order to expedite that stated goal?
Terry Holdbrooks: Certainly, the tribunals and commissions and
whatever else they are calling the trials, other than perhaps the 5
detainees for whom they have some kind of competent evidence, should be
halted immediately. Bush put this handful of bad guys amidst all of
these others just to plant the perception in Americans that he was
holding a bunch of bad guys to keep everyone safe.
So that said, the only answer is to let everyone but that handful go...
and, although they were certainly not terrorists when they came in,
we're going to have to hope that after years of unjust imprisonment by
our country, that they aren't terrorists NOW. We have to let them go,
and send them home, or if sending them home will just end up getting
them killed or tortured or imprisoned, then we have to find a place to
take them as agreeable as possible, period.
And then, we should close Guantanamo altogether... sell or give the
property to Cuba, forget about it and move on. Better thought, we
should destroy GTMO, and GIVE it back to Cuba, along with our other not
so famous secret facilities that we have world wide. Visit Cageprisoners.com
for more information on these places. I am sure that there are
countless facilities like GTMO world wide, and sure they are full of
95% innocent people, and 5% guilty, with that being said, I am more
than sure we are making “friends” world wide.
Every Middle Easterner I speak to has virtually the same response: they
say that the prisoners are far better off in Guantanamo then would be
in Syria or Morocco or Egypt where they would really be abused and
tortured, if not killed. So, as I said, we need to be very sure of
where we are sending these men so that releasing them isn't even worse
than holding them.
To summarize, President Obama should set aside the tribunals and
commissions (beyond the 5 or so who can be tried, and those trials
should proceed); the rest should just be released, and sent somewhere
not worse, so that hopefully, we can give them the ability to get back
to their loved ones. We can't make up 7 plus years of their lives that
we've just taken away, but hopefully we can give them safe passage
somewhere.
The Talking Dog: is there anything else I should have asked
you but didn't, or anything else that the public needs to know about
these subjects?
Terry Holdbrooks: I have been asked this question before, and I never have an answer! I suppose one can review my Newsweek and Cage Prisoners
interviews, and this, and see whatever holes are in the puzzle. I hope,
as this recounting experience and others develop, to be able to put
together a book on these experiences, both what transpired at GTMO and
what transpired from 2004, 2005 through now, as, hopefully, something
of value for others, both as to what happened, and why I haven't been
able to put it together until now.
The Talking DogI join all my readers in thanking Mr. Holdbrooks for that fascinating interview.
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